okay. so i have to tell you smth. whoever you may be. i suck at school. really. i'm trying my best. but it still becomes crap. i'm like a small fish in a big pond. NO. make that a small fish in the fecking ocean! i'm seriously suffering. i dno what i want. on one hand i want to be really good in it. and become a scholar and all that crap. like almost everyone in ambassadors?
on the other. i keep thinking i can do so much better in another course. which i'm sure most of you will know which. considering the fact that i've wanted it since forever. i mean. seriously. i didnt know what got into me. and if i didnt go for that bloody open house, i wouldnt have told myself i didnt want to do it. and then! there are the extras. who do nothing but slam the course. asking me to think about the future and all. but seriously. i've never been one who'll think about business and all that. i'm just not into the corporate world. and i've always wanted to be in the limelight anyways. so what's stopping me?! that's the question i've been wondering. another question would be "what are you planning to do after graduating?" i tell them. i have no idea. why? because i dont have the passion. to pursue a business/ tourism course. i dont have the heart. i just dont. i dont like tourism. i dont like business. who gives a feck what happens to the bloody economy. okay. everyone does. but i dont need this! i dont need nothing.
and my results were so fecking disgusting. i was so aiming for more. it's when people say their results suck like crap. and that they have the worst. but you find out it's still better than yours. and there's the awkward silence that follows. it's weird aint it? the definition of horrid. horrendous. and all adjective to describe how horrible our results are.
damn. i dno what i'm going to do with my life. i'm going back to my lower sec days. where nothing interests me anymore. it's sooner or later that i'll get thrown out of my course. just like how i was thrown outta st nicks. like filth polluting the environment. i'm counting the days it'll end. not long now. i've been through it anyway. it wont matter anymore. nothing will. i'll rot my life away. so long everyone. scars fill me.
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she
Is
bernice,loves chocolate and food, mainly food. she also loves music, esp live band performances. and not ochestra type of bands! more cool guitar solos, heavy bass & swinging drum sticks. making new
friends is part and parcel of her life when she's in the mood. other than that, she'll rather hang with a few close ones. and the list goes on. she loves books. and likes books more than movies, since the book has
a clearer picture of what happens. which is why she loves chronicles of narnia, since she did not read the book. and hates harry potter movies. since she's read all 7 of it. she has a boring life which she's
willing to take. if that makes any sense. because she's currently really sick of it. and is still pondering about the possibility of taking up another course. of course. that woulf need the aproval of all the
significant people. oh! if you've bared with her for so long. she's taking class 2b licence. go figure.
she
Speaks
she
leaves
not her footprints only. but hopes to have impacted a few lives. but considering the fact that she doesnt even like her own. she wonders why anyone would find her an inspiration. which comes back to the fact that she doesnt
like her life at all. even with great friends. it's still weird and all. she's waiting for that one true love to turn up still. it's been almost 19 years. anytime now. it cant be that long a wait right? but then again. she
isnt ready for just anyone to step into her life. she's just really tired of it. and wishes to sleep and never wake up...
