attitude, problem? ;

Sunday, September 19, 2010,

1:44 AM

almost done with school! but officially done with examsss! i hope? hahahah. if i dont fail any modules that is. i dont even know when results are coming out. and OMGG attachment starts tmr. i freaked out a couple nights back.

now i'm just at a loss for what to wear. because well, my wardrobe is kinda embarrassing, and i dont like shopping because i'm fat and everything i wear makes me look fatter than i already am, and i dont like it cos it makes me inferior all over again. because well, i'm fat and i cant fit into clothes.

but i'm so oblivious that its only when i step onto the weighing machine or when i'm buying clothes that i know i'm fat, but other than that, i dont give a shit about whether i'm fat or not. and i'll be all "oh i'm not fat, see got muscles" but i know i am and i cant help but feel that i dont look good in anything and hence the hatred for shopping.

okay i never really liked shopping, because its quite a bore and i cant always find stuff i like. because i only buy stuff which i really really like, not like... "hey this is nice", buy. its gotta be like "OMG i love this!" before i'll really buy it.

and i'm quite aunty when it comes to shopping. because i hate horrible material/quality clothes which are priced at like... 40 and above. i know its hard to get like nice clothes under 30, but the quality just doesnt match its price tag, and i'm not willing to spend so much on clothes, because its not worth it!

you can say i can easily go online to shop and all. but i need to see myself in the piece of clothing before buying it. i cant just see it online and be all ready to purchase it. which is why i really hate shopping. URGHHHH. and now i'm panicking a lil because i really dont know what to wear tmr.

Labels: wardrobe crisis

piss off.

Saturday, June 27, 2009,

9:43 AM

school's starting in ard 33 hrs. i'm tired. and i have not had a good nights sleep since the hols started. i'm tired, really really tired.
but i'm having so much fun that the physical pain that i'm going through is all worth it. i guess that's what happens when you're doing something you like.

so. here i am, i'm not about to say that school sucks. cos it's from school that i've found good people. people who genuinely are concerned about you. and not the type who talk to you as if you're damn good friends with them.

if you dont know me, you can try getting to know me, before talking to me like i've known you for the longest time ever. please.

but ohh wells. that's what happened, and its not like its something i can control. i become a hypocrite.

anws. YLC2. i offended loads of people. but i'm not about to apologise. cos i know i'm right. whatever the matter. if you're not planning to help, get outta sight. i'd rather the place filled with only 2 people who're working their butts off, than 10, where 8 are mostly chit chatting and wasting space.

Labels: irritants

piss off.

Friday, March 20, 2009,

10:11 AM

school's dope
school's dope
school's dope
school's dope
school's dope
school's dope
school's dope
school's dope

i really cant help it.

economics is just not my cup of tea.

piss off.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009,

10:43 PM

schools' fine
home's fine
everything's just fine.

so what's lacking in my life?
some excitement of course!

i need someone random to put their arms around my waist. and hug me close.

jeez. i sound like a desperate freak.

piss off.

Saturday, January 03, 2009,

12:47 AM

i know i'm screwed when..............

oh wells. seriously. i dont know what my future holds. and i just wna escape from reality all over again.

piss off.

Sunday, December 14, 2008,

9:35 AM

OH NO

someone just asked me. why i chose the course i'm in.
he took hospitality and apparently that was the question thrown to his class.

why indeed.

and he was telling me. it can't be for the money. since you dont earn alot. and it cant be for the working hours. cos please, it's irregular. so.. why did you chose that course.

i'm wondering the same thing over and over again everyday...

my mom says i'm gna dropout sooner or later.

piss off.

Sunday, November 23, 2008,

7:42 AM

woah-oh woah woah-oh!!!

it's been what. 2 days after red cammmpppppp!
and it's really weird that i've got to get back to reality.
everything seemed so surreal you know
i mean. it's my first time emceeing and all
never knew it would be so hectic
and i cant tell jokes for nuts uh.
i'm more a jokes will naturally come and go type of person

but anws.
everything went smoothly
up until the last day.
hahha
i wouldnt say screw up
but there were somethings that went kinda off

but overall
a really really fun 3 days.
running ard the school and all
i dont remember myself being so attached to red camp when i went for it last year
it was more like.
woah had fun. okay time to go. bye
didnt bother adding everyone and all on facebook, friendster or msn. hahhaha.
so this year. was really interesting.

aww SLs...
look at dick's reatrded face.

piss off.